• 10:37 PM, Sunday, September 28
#28092008went to sam`s house at around 1pm
lesli was earlier then me
bought lunch for sam and i
sam`s dad cooked soup and offered us one bowl each
tasty + delicious herbal chicken soup
laughed throughout lunch
laughed even harder when chatting in sam`s room
okayy the source of the laughter is a secret between us :DDD
anyway had really lots of fun
started studying SS while leslie did geog
oh yah, thanks leslie for letting me photocopy my lost notes
viewed photos too !
at 6pm we went to play tennis
the wind was GREAT !
super windy and not sunny x)
played till nearly 7.20pm before going back
dad pick me and went home for dinner
okayy, i seriously don`t know what i`m doing is right
but i don`t regret for my actions
even if i`m hated, i need to be responsible towards my actions
i`m under tremendous amount of stress now !
studies and friends
i don`t know how much longer i can take this
even i myself don`t know what i`m thinking
if you keep thinking that what i`ve done is trying to harm you
i`m hurt
hurt not because you hate me,
but because you actually think that i`m trying to harm you,
trying to betray you
in your point of view,
it might be my fault
but stand in my shoes and think about it
if i wanted to harm you,
i would have wash my hands from anything concerning you
i don`t know,
i really don`t
